Darkness weighs behind my eyes

Darkness weighs behind my eyes

Weighing them down as if I hadn’t slept in years

Maybe one day I’d find the will to rise. 

Anger roaring in my head without a reason 

And yet I feel I may scream before the next season. 

Tears flood my eyes and my heart feels heavy 

Because I feel like I am the burden that everyone else must carry. 

Alone in my head and fighting a silent battle 

Feeling the weight of this never ending rattle. 

He’s by side gripping my hand

To remind me this is where he will stand. 

Not alone in this world 

This is the truth I am told. 

Let me in the demons wait for me to fold

This is a fear I hold. 

I am stronger this time should they need to rise

They will not get me, no not this time. 

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